Wednesday, July 7, 2010

bac wid a bang..lolzz

OMG....m writin afta like 6 months..goshhhh,,had been busy wid ma final year xams..but nw m a graduate finallyyyyyy...buraaaaaaaah...loads happenin in life,,but m livin each moment to d fullest...had a gud start of d year wid fun filled january..den my happiee happieee bdai in feb..stupid xams in march n april..again bac 2 masti in may n june..attended d AIESEC may lcong at Parwanoo..rocking 3 days of my life..hardly a wink of sleep..loads 2 learn,,sessions,,team bonding n parties..wowww....had an awesome time der..

Life's been gud on n off..but m havin a gala time...its up on u,,hw u take things....neva get really upset wid negative things happnin around,,coz its gona make no big difference if u worry..
I've tried learnin at each step I take...d first thing i wud like 2 share is dat "neva trust ppl blindly" and "neva giv dem so much importance dat dey start takin u 4 granted..." but y do dey do soooo??
Jinna pyaar te izzat do,,unna sir chad'de ne..yy?? Im stil wondering.........lemme knw if sum1 has an answer 2 dis one...

Wednesday, December 30, 2009

A Go-Thru of all d fun times in '09...


Wel dis year was fun,but not as much as i expected it 2 b {coz f various reasons}..but stil dis year is close 2ma heart...!

Did all kinda random stuff dis year..did things which i neva expected i wud eva do  ..!!

Startin 4m Jan til Dec,,it was a mixture of best n worse times of ma life so far..but den dats wat LIFE is all abt..hav 2 carry on....

Xams in march n april [in which i did fairly well,,scored 77% :) ],,den Jasleen n i did training at Verka..woww dat was fun..bunkin d trainin sessions and sitting in d shade chattin 4 hours..The fun factor was again a part of our lives once d clg started..but den der was a BIG gap...der was a moment wen i was left alone..din want 2 interact wid any1..coz my mind repeatedly told me dat Dis WORLD is mean,,selfish.....n i sumhow was convinced..i was scared f makin frnz..

But things got betta wid time..i was bac on d same track..again random fun..al thru dis Kiran di was a big support..n i owe alot 2 her..i started gettin bac 2 ma Fun filled life..laughed, enjoyed ma days..!

Den i was introduced 2 AIESEC, which gave me a new path of life 2 follow..im really proud 2 b a part of dis org..life has totally changed afta dat...d way i live ma life,,d way i interact wid ppl around..
Den Balakalakaar happened..being a part of the OC of such an event boosted ma confidence n i jus loved every moment of dat time..
One day an OC member,Sagarika came up 2 me and said dat 5 of us had 2 go 2 delhi to hav an idea of d event which AIESEC Delhi was organising..i was excited..but had sum clg committments at d same time..so i kinda thot of not goin..but d day wen all had 2 leave 4 delhi,,i donno y?? but i was like i hav 2 go..!!
Packed ma bags,,called up Sagarika and told her dat i'l b joinin dem....and it was all masti afta dat..!
had d first nite out of ma life..n dis is sumthin im gona miss thru out ma life....
met sum simply awesome ppl in delhi--Malsome Ralte, Tushar, Arjun [shetty as v called him], Parth, Alok, Candy [my long time online frn], n Tarun..
All of dem made ma trip really memorable...Thnx alottttttt guyz..love u all...
everythin of dat delhi trip is so crystal clear....woohhhh...hope dos times cum bac..!

Life moved on..various happy moments followed,,which made me feel so gr8 n special within..felt like i neva did b4...but dat feeling was sooo short lived..d most unexpected thing happened..i felt so shattered n broken inside...still i tried 2 move on,,n m still trien..!

Hope dis New Year brings new things in ma life..n hope 2 get bac 2 wat i was...happy go lucky n chilled out gal...m goin 2 live ma life on ma terms again..n yea m neva gona trust ppl like i alwaz did..gotta b more cautious now onwards...Cheers...! God Bless...

Thursday, September 10, 2009

Woww Woww...Wat an Experience it was..!!


Auditioned 4d beauty pageant {Miss PTC Punjabi} 4m Chandigarh..thot ki jaake try karan ch ki prob ae? went der 2gain sum experience of watz it al lyk??
gave my auditions...wasnt nervous at all,,coz may b i neva came der wid winning thing in my mind,,jus wanted 2 feel it..n i did..! :)
Finally wen d results were announced,,i was like i shud b der..but wen i saw oda gals [all traditionally dressed up,,loads f makeup n stuff],,i was like no chance 4u huni..!
n wen d results were out,,d cameraman was focussing his cam on me,,i wondered wats he up2..?? b4 i realised anythin,,my name was announced..i was stunned n shocked..it was afta 2 minz dat i actually smiled :P
Dat moment i thot dat-"yea,,im a winner..i may not b d best,,but atleast m betta as compared 2 oda gals out der"
I cud feel d presence of a winner inside me...uss time menu ehsaas hoya ki der's a winner inside every1,,u jus need 2bring it 2Life..u need 2realise n cherish ur dreams which lie deep within ur soul...don jus bury dem inside..!!
Today,,i walk confidently whereeva i go..at d pageant, i was taught dat its not d outer beauty dat counts,,its more of ur inner self..n d way u carry urself wid grace n elegance.!
Never crib abt how u look..jus luk out 4ways in which u can outshine d odas wid wateva ur blessed wid..
"Feel beautiful,,n u wil definately luk beautiful....Beauty doesnt come unless u feel 4it 4m within"

Sunday, July 12, 2009

wowwww..MuSsOoRiE--bful place...


afta a long long time,,finally v decided 4a week's trip uphills..initially i thot it wont b posi coz f dad's work n stuff..but ma swthrt papa assured me dat v wil go..! N finally d day arrived..hw excited i was...d Journey began.. :)
The first 2 hours were like so boring..i ws like-kithe fas gyi main..felt so sleepy..but may b it ws due 2early mrng..but once every1 gained momentum,,it ws all about fun fun fun...!
v went around commenting n teasing ppl on d way,got scoldings..but it ws al worth it..
stoppin at d roadside dhabas ws simply gr8..jidda hi car rukdi,,al used 2 b like-camera kithe ae?
hahaha..n den began d photo shoot..every1 ws equally excited..! standing on d edge of d roads,,looking at d deep gorges,,n den mom cmin 4m behind-paagal bacheyo,,gir na jayo,,chalo itho..hahaha,,moms r alwaz like dis :P
n den making various stoppages on d way-Sahastradhara n FRI in dehradun..den reachin mussoorie by evng..finding a gud hotel ws a big prob as most f dem were reserved,,once v found a decent hotel,,parking d car became an issue,,huhhh..d roads were so damn narrow..! cant tel ya guyz..!!
it wsnt cold,,but it wsnt hot either.,,ws nice cool mausam..shaami mall road te gedian maarnia, doin our bit of shoppin, daddies were busy in der masti..mom's lukin 4der stuff,,n v kidos busy in ours..! den goin around various places in mussoorie-kempty fals,lake mist,lake mussoorie,camel's back,gun hill..huhhhhhhh...masti masti n masti..v had 2 sharten out trip to 4days [3in mussoorie n d last in dehradun] coz of d hotel probs..!! one of d best trips i've had..got a chance 2know d naughty sides of our parents,,dey were so damn frank wid us all..loved it..!
wud neva 4get it..had soooooooooooo much fun,,dat uncle n dad deciced 4d next year as well..lolz..acc 2dem,it wud b a 2weeks trip 2 Srinagar..lets c.. waiting 4 it..!!

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

huhhh...damn des vacations...!

weneva sum1 asks-wats happenin?? i've got jus 1answer 4all...dats is-nfn much....!
all coz f des stupid chuttian [holidays]...donno wat 2 do d whole day??
so jus thot of helpin mom in d kitchen..learnt few veggies n cakes..its fun..cooking isnt dat bad..mazaa aunda kitchen ch.. :) afta all i've 2 pass ma tym..so dis one is a gud option..!

rest wat cud b betr than sleeping?? i jus love sleepinggggggggggggggggg...yawn..!
n yea,,i've started an early mrng walk..im addicted 2 it now..cud neva even imagine dat..! but yea working out becumz an addiction,,n m loving it..!!

jus waiting 4ma results..[fingers crossed]....n den college n fun..yippyyy...last year nw..damn im really gona miss des dyz..no tension n days ful of masti n gup shup..wowwww...
hope clg begins soon,,n im able 2get back 2 all kinz of stupid things i love doin..!!

Thursday, May 7, 2009

wat now??

Wel m kinda bored sittin home al des dyz..donno wat2 do?? don even feel lyk preparin 4d next xam..huhh.. :(
Xams din go wel dis tym,,so jus hoping 2get thru all..

most f ma mates r goin 4 CAT coachin in des vacations..but m still not sure abt it..!!!
once i'l b like-ok lets giv it a go.>!! n d very next moment,im like- m i really goin 4it??
nfn can b said rite nw...but lets c wat conclusion i reach..hav hours long discussion on al dis wid dad every 2nd day,,n he's alwaz like "dekhlo beta,,its 4 u 2decide"..
n m left wid no oda option,,but 2giv it anoda thot..hope i reach a conclusion soon..!!

Though i get pissed off sittin home al day long,,but life's fun filled wen im out wid ma close ones-JASLEEN {jassa}, KIRAN DI {kinni di}, n DEEP DI {deepo di}..lyf seems so colourful wid dem..loads f masti bhari talks,,takin pange wid ppl around..visiting new places..n various kindz f ChAkMa stuff..
dats y v cal our gang-CHAKMA GANG..!!
wel im definately gonna miss des most wonderful dayz f ma lyf..!! but u hav 2carry on..!

Sunday, April 5, 2009

Well,,so i finally started..!

Wowwww..so finally i began wid d blog thing..thot of startin wid it long ago,,but den d damn xams happened..so kinda got busy wid dem..still left wid one 2go..on 20th may..!! it was supposed 2b conducted on 5th may..but got delayed by 15DAYS due 2 "elections"..!
'Elections' is d latest topic 4discussions des dyz..even d celebrities r writing abt it in various newspaper colums 2encourage d youth 2vote 4 a betta political party which works 4 d progress of d nation..lets c who wins,,but my vote is definately goin 2 Congress..!!
Im really impressed by d way Dr.Manmohan Singh has led 2 d progress of our country,India..!
hope dis is carried on by which ever party comes in2 power..!! lets c where d winning party takes us..?..towards development or.........??????